Will I never learn? I was looking for an audiobook to listen to during my spring garden cleanup and the library had this sitting there and so....I forgot I had given up on Feehan. This book started out a bit different, building a back story on the main character. However, it was long until I got completely fed up with the uber alpha, complete asshole 'hero' and decided to turn it off and listen to the birds. Ok, I really am done with this author now.